January 21, 2006

• I'm convinced that there are people that are born with the destiny and purpose of being unhappy, no matter how hard they work on being at peace or being at a joyous state.  Christianity definition of joy is nothing but a fucking copout because they really have no answer to what I discovered.  When I read the Purpose Driven Life, it told me that you will find peace and joy once you figured out your purpose and live the rest of your life to fulfill it.  That's the most cockamany B.S. I've heard since someone claimed that there was "weapons of mass destruction." 

  I'm serious, there are people out there that no matter how hard they work on trying to pursue happiness, it not only eludes them, but sadness and despair is waiting right there to knock them around mercilessly.  Even with a moment of happiness, there immediately occurs an event that'll cancel all happiness out.  Now before you try and say, "well it's your attitude, and your choice" and all that other crap, I have to rebuke that a positive mental attitude in those situations DO NOT prevent the negative events from occuring. 

  So what do you do when you find out that your life is destined for despair and hopelessness?  I think that's how terrorism was invented.  People accept their lot in life that no matter what they do, they can't escape their destiny, so they attempt to make the most of their life in a destructive way.  But from their point of view, is it really destructive?  Think about it, if you discover that your lot in life is to be truly unhappy, and that is your one and only true destiny, how would you live from that point?  How positive would you "CHOOSE" to be?  Let's be honest here.  If you gave someone on death row 24 hours of freedom before you haul them back in to execute them, what would they do in that 24 hours course of time? 

  T-minus twenty-four and ticking...

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